i'm going to offer a web site that i believe will help some, based on needs shared on this portion of the forum.
the web site will dismay many--it certainly does me--by the quantity and quality of thought found there. but search it out--there are some good answers to some very tough questions here, not from people or a person who is not involved in the struggles of life--real people with real(ie same as we) questions, doubts, fears, struggles. site will take some thought, and several re-reads--if your as dense as me--but i have foud it to be a good source.
now i'm not adept at this www stuff so just stick in "a christian think tank" and hit search--you will find it.
ps--it is a big site.
blessings
another ps--read his bio first--see his struggles--read some letters-then as you become aware-dip into some of the other stuff.
