I've done funerals for disturbed folks who committed suicide, one was even a member; he showed absolutely no sign of it nor ever spoke with me. He took a bunch of sleeping pills and laid down on the ground behind his exhaust pipe. It disturbed "everyone", and left me and others to try and help people through it. Its sad, and unfortunately, goes on all the time. I made this point that that Religion ( I'm not big on Religion, I am Non-Denominational after all, I just want to be a Christian) had no bearing on the fellow. I've seen very few screaming and wallowing in their own mess, though it happens to some. Its a line that "feelings" want to cross, and morality refuses to, that's all. No argument from me, just saying.