I have a small orchard of fruit trees (pear, apple, peach) on my lower lot, about 45 yards from my driveway. The deer have decimated the trees for the last several years by nibbling the leaves one by one. A buck killed one of the pear trees cleaning the velvet from his antlers. Lots of money down the drain, and very little fruit to show for my efforts.
Last evening, I spotted a large doe headed for the fruit trees. In a state of mind I could not control, I went to the garage and loaded my crossbow with a bolt that was tipped with a 125 grain rubber blunt. I shot it at the doe, and missed.
Looking back, I'm grateful that I missed. Even at that distance, the rubber blunt could have done irreparable damage. I'll never again take out my frustration on the deer. I'd rather they completely destroy the orchard rather than one of them suffer what I sought to inflict.
I feel better having confessed my stupidity publicly.