WHATS it like doing METH??

[powderman]

   
WHAT'S it like doing METH??
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Brian Kendrick
December 15, 2019  ·
“I remember before I tried meth, I asked people what it was like. They said “it’s like a burst of energy, a rush that takes your breath, it’s the best feeling ever, I don’t know how to explain it really.’ And they were right, but now if someone were to ever ask me what it’s like, I would tell them..
‘It’s like spending every single penny you ever had, on drugs.
It’s like going days without eating even though you were starving, but you needed dope more.
It’s like having to lie to every family and friend you had ever had.
It’s like waking up hating yourself from the shame and guilt.
It’s like going into withdrawals every 8 hours unless you had more dope to do. (And you usually didn’t)
It’s like never attending any family event because you were too high or too sick.
It’s like everyone eventually stopped inviting you to events. And even talking to you.
It's like crying yourself to sleep every single night because your children got taken.
It’s like knowing you have one more chance to get better before your child gets adopted and still choosing that bag.
It's like asking others how your own blood child is doing.
It's watching everyone around you succeed and yet you’re crumbling.
It’s like everything was on your drug dealers time. If they said five hours. You’ll wait five hours in a car.
It’s like stealing everything worth value for dope. No matter how sentimental it was to you, or someone else.
It’s like losing so much weight you can’t fit into any of your clothes.
It’s like losing everything you’ve ever owned in your entire life.
It’s like nobody believing a word you said, even if it was the truth.
It’s like being a prisoner inside your own head.
It’s like contemplating suicide every single day.
It’s like never being scared to die, because that’s what you wanted.
It’s like trying to shut your brain up for even five minutes. It was worth that little time of peace.
It’s like seeing your family cry for you to stop, only for you to leave and go get high. Because stopping wasn’t an option. It wasn’t possible.
It’s like you’d do absolutely anything for more. And you did.
It’s like everyone hating you no matter where you went, because they knew you were a drug addict.
You'll miss out on your children and they'll be grown before you Know it. You'd kill for your child and do any and everything for them yet you won't be able to get clean for them and we actually turn out to be the ones who hurt them the most.
It’s like overdosing and going to get high right after.
It’s like walking into rehab 100 pounds with the clothes on your back and being scared to death.
It’s like giving your ENTIRE LIFE AWAY.
So if you’re ever curious like I was, please at least know the truth. CURIOSITY KILLED THE CAT, and it WILL KILL YOU TOO”
-Monica Horn

[Argent 88]

She Left out, and you are losing your teeth also, dentist call it Meth mouth. And you can't fool them about it.
You start to look like a zombie but you think you look ok. Vivid Hallucinations, even the trees are talking to you.

[Ranger99]

The closest one across the way
here has tattoos all over so as to
not see the needle poke marks
and a ring in most visible skin
Near as I can tell, he has most of
his teefs, but probably because he
shoots and doesn't sniff or smoke it

[Argent 88]

The closest one across the way
here has tattoos all over so as to
not see the needle poke marks
and a ring in most visible skin
Near as I can tell, he has most of
his teefs, but probably because he
shoots and doesn't sniff or smoke it

TWD. Even the young girls.

[billy_56081]

I have a family friend who got on meth for awhile,  he described it pretty much the same. I'm glad he got clean.

[Goldie]

Seen many a good GIs in my life commit suicide with the crap. Definitely a product of the devil.

[Doublebass73]

What amazes me are the people who try it in the first place knowing full well what it does to you. People have such big egos that they think they're not going to become a meth head with meth teeth.

[Dixie-Dude]

From what I have been told, Meth is the worst drug ever.  You can't get over it once you get addicted.  Even with doctors help, you have to use some every day for the rest of your life. 

Every other drug, heroin, cocaine, marijuana, can be gotten over and get a full recovery, except maybe LSD.  Meth dealers should have capital punishment. 

[mcbammer]

   One thing I do know about it , is anyone addicted to it will steal  anything they can get their hands on an sell it , A friend of mine son was on it ,  over the years , stole every tool  his father had , his pickup truck , gun collection , About all he had left  when he passed was the shirt on his back . The boy found it too difficult to siphon gas ,so he went around the neighbor hood crawling under vehicles punching holes in gas tanks  to get gas .

[Dee]

   One thing I do know about it , is anyone addicted to it will steal  anything they can get their hands on an sell it , A friend of mine son was on it ,  over the years , stole every tool  his father had , his pickup truck , gun collection , About all he had left  when he passed was the shirt on his back . The boy found it too difficult to siphon gas ,so he went around the neighbor hood crawling under vehicles punching holes in gas tanks  to get gas .

Methamphetamine causes extreme paranoia, and we were constantly running recon on suspected meth labs for booby traps in case we got enough Intel for search warrants.
It was unbelievable sometimes in what we found. Sometimes crude booby traps, sometimes high tech surveillance, almost always aggressive dogs, usually pitbulls.

I have a relative by marriage that has not been allowed at my house for over a decade. His currently in the Texas Department of Corrections for the 6th or 7th time. He has stolen relatives cars that were trying to help him, and his crimes against the general public have escalated to more aggressive offenses as his meth issue progresses.
People in this stage of addiction where rehab has failed time and time again, should either be permanently confined, or simply put down in my opinion.
They are drug driven predators, constantly searching for victims.

[Argent 88]

I read somewhere that during WWII the Nazis gave meth to some of their troops. They even had mobile labs.