LOG EYE....
You have just learned for yourself what I and no doubt many others here have learned many years ago. For some reason some people think that if a certain ML is rated for XXX grains of powder then that is the load or somewere close that you have use. I am not saying that you are or were this way, just stating a fact that I have noticed in general with most newer shooters and inliners. I have generally found anything over 100 gr is probably just wasting good powder in most cases especially for deer. Most of my guns are the most accurate with between 70 and 90 gr of powder and I have killed a lot of larger game with them. Actually after a certain point a given length of barrel will only burn so much powder and the rest just gets blown out the end of the barrel. Depending on caliber , barrel length and pill weight ..... Maybe I'm wrong , But I have not lost an animal yet in the last 30+ years.