I agree that the best money you can spend would be for a smaller, inexpensive to shoot pistol to get the "feel" of a handgun. I got a Colt .22 Peacemaker for Chirstmas when I was a teenager back in the 70's and I'm sure I've shot 1,000s of rounds through it over the years. I could tell stories of fond memories with that gun that would bore everyone to tears, but suffice it to say that if you get a good .22 you will never want to part with it. Now, on to big guns. I have no experience with the 454, but I got my first .44 last summer. I had gotten the handgun hunting bug (for deer, that is), and read everything I could for several months before deciding on a Ruger SRH .44 mag. I also got a reloader and got down to the business of learning to shoot a bigger handgun. I had already made a deal with myself that I would not hunt with it the first season, I wanted to make sure I was accurate with it enough to suit my expectations. Two things that I did that really helped my accuracy. Number 1 was getting a scope, although not a "pricey" high magnification, (Simmons 2x), it helped my accuracy tremendously. The second was to work up a low-moderate type load that doen't beat you up while you practice. (I am currently shooting a 240 gr XTP with 17.1 gr of 2400). My groups are getting better, and I hope that I will be able to hunt with it this fall, as most of my hunting is in the woods where shots will be less than 50 yards. As I said above, I can't tell you nearly as much as some of these other guys re: the .454, but my experience with the .44 mag has been wonderful. Good luck!