I've been stewing over this for two days now, and my little pea-brain is probably cooked to the bone. Needlessly.
Steve said some things that struck me wrong, and it has way more to do with the way I read them than the way they were meant. You have my apology steve, because lord knows you have spent, and will spend, considerable time assisting the organization for nothing but thanks, and probably little of that.
#1: I was a little busy volunteering time and money over the last year to help keep a match alive to bother with trying for some kind of board position. Personal circumstance has kept me away from just about everything over the last few months, in fact. Billy can sympathize, I know. I apologize to all those whose contributions make mine look like a drop in the bucket. Ike and Jackie are good examples. I'm sorry.
#2: I have no one but myself to blame for not staying on top of things, and assuming that something I thought trivial would be seen in the same light by everyone. The whole thing caught me by surprise, really, and I just felt like it was a huge slap in the face. It was, but only because I took some things for granted. For that, I apologize to everyone in IHMSA who has worked as hard, and often much much harder, than I have to keep things going. I'm a little fish in a big sea of volunteers. I'm sorry.
#3: I held onto the dream of joining IHMSA from the first time I saw a shoot back in the early 80s. It was also the first time I got to fire a really big bore, a 454 Casull. They were new at the time, and I just knew someone would eventually make a modern wheelgun in that caliber someday, and that I would own one. The closest I ever came for the longest time was a $20 used Uberti 45 colt that had the grips duct-taped on. By the time I could afford to get back into hunting and the shooting sports, Ruger and Taurus had answered the call, and were even offering these modern designs in newer, bigger calibers worthy of the technology. My IHMSA membership commenced shortly after I bought the big ugly hogleg. Here's where I owe an apology for ridiculing the single-shot crowd, the high-dollar competitors and the "serious" IHMSA folk. I always saw it as an extension of handgun hunting, and owe an apology to those I sneered at for not seeing things the way I did. It isn't "my" sport, it is everyone's. I'm sorry.
#4: I have characterized the whole of sillhouette shooters as being like the few bad apples that we all have to deal with in any activity. I owe a big apology to the members who go about their business with nary a whimper, who volunteer their time, who always wear a smile even when the turkeys are hiding behind the berms, and who just generally make up for the turds of the world. I'm sorry. I just got tired of it. Billy knows where I'm coming from here, too.
#5: I owe an apology to GBO members for using this forum as my litterbox. I generally just lurk, and post so seldom I can't even remeber my other screen name and password. This is a place where we can bitch and moan, but constructively. Those who've been insulted by my rant, or just wasted time reading to this point, I'm sorry.
I have no right to badmouth the sport or the organization, but I'm through. I'm tired, I'm disappointed, I'm disillusioned and I'm through. I had some plans that could have been the start of a state-of-the-art range in the DFW area, but I'll leave that to someone else. I'll put in a good word for the sport in general, but I'm not interested in being part of it.The action-style shooting sports like IDPA and CAS are growing like wildfire, because they have youth on their side. Silhouette needs to harness that same momentum. I had numerous ideas, but was scoffed at at every turn whenever I brought any of them up, so its not something I want to remain a part of. Too much stress and not enough fun. This latest headache, however foolish I have acted in it, is still evidence of a major problem in a sport that is fast becoming an anachronism.
Good luck, you are all going to need it. Me, I'll go back to drag racing and hog hunting. Its a lot less stressful.
-SB