I guess it's that way for most of us. I used to be very impatient, but God in the last few years has taught me patients. I look forward to seein my kids, and other family I don't see much, but I don't get revved up like I used to. Seems like when it gets here, it gets here, and I just don't fret about it much.
I crave simplicity, and dread, and dislike change. An old friend called today I hadn't seen in years. I told him I had pared all my guns down to levers and revolvers except for one shotgun, and one rifle I seldom shot. I don't worry about the old ways of doing things failing me like the newer ones sometimes do.