I don't post a lot, but read alot. I'm having the second hardest week of my life ( the first was when my first wife died after childbirth). My wife and I just got some not good news, she has a nontreatable termanal nerve disorder. She has been in several hospitals since December, and we don't know what's coming next. What I want to thank all of you for is to sharing your thoughts and stories, ( they let me know I am not alone in my distress ). Again thanks for listening to me "vent" I know that many of you are going through much worse than me, but I just needed to vent and say a big thankyou. ....lost