LOL !... sometimes it is a struggle, isn't it ! We are far from being perfect... but we are made pure by Jesus' blood, which has washed us clean.
That doesn't mean we quit trying to be like him, God forbid that we give into sin, but continue to struggle against it!
It offers some relief to know that Paul himself, sometimes struggled just as we do..
14 We know that the law is spiritual; but I am unspiritual, sold as a slave to sin. 15 I do not understand what I do. For what I want to do, I do not do. But what I hate, I do. 16 And if I do what I do not want to do, I admit that the law is good. 17 In that case, it is no longer I who do it, but it is sin living in me that does it. (Romans 7:14-17)