i know you are banned, but i am sure you will check in to see this from somewhere somehow. guys like you always do. and for what it is worth, i saw this coming a while back.
as far as this being a dictartorship, hogwash. bill gives us plenty of latitude on any given day. just because you are having yet another bad day doesnt justify your baloney. that is a tantrum that a three year old could be proud of. our actions and the way we treat others define who we are. that in mind, other than kindness, advise, goodwill, and friendship; what has g.b. or g.b.o. members done to deserve your actions? shame on you.
i was getting tired of your whining and self-defeating attitude anyhow. following your posts has been like trying to guide a stupid teenager that knows everything already. you keep it up (and i know you will) and you have a hard road ahead.
i suggest you get some help. from this display and previous posts you've made, it is obvious to me and plenty of others here that you need it. seriously, dude. your life is in a tail spin and if you dont get help it is only going to get worse. fix it while you can. take it for what it is worth; truth be told i dont care one bit about you. you are a man and you made your choices. the only thing i worry about is the pain you are causing your family. they dont deserve it anymore than your g.b.o. family did. the difference is you cant hurt us like you can them. grow a pair and fix what you need to fix for their sake, before you screw up more important things than your reputation here; which you have already ruined.
d.l.t.d.h.y.i.t.a.o.y.w.o. (dont let the door....)