Greg, sorry to hear the news, my condolences. Prayer sent for you and yours. Be strong my friend. Seasons pass. If you need to talk PM me. No shame in airing worries. All of us go through tough times now and again. We all need support to get through them. I leave you with a few scriptures to remind you to have God handle your worries. Even though it may seem overwhelming God will only place upon you what you can bear.
John 14:18 No, I will not abandon you or leave you as orphans in the storm-I will come to you.
Psalm 46:1 God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in times of trouble.
Psalm 23:4 Even though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil .For you are with me; your rod and your staff they comfort me.