Not only have I been doing a similar job as Hasan for several years now, I've also deployed twice to OIF with a forward edge infantry unit, with over 40 of mine KIA including a CO, was wounded along with 300+ of mine, and lost both of my parents during the last deployment. MY FAITH has kept me confident and has never led me to consider picking up a weapon to kill my fellow service members. War is always a matter of faith at the individual level, if not a reason to fight, then a reason to keep going.