Thanks to all, I am sure they would say that.
We laid him to rest today, I was an honorary pallbearer.
His family were the main pallbearers.
I have been a pallbearer for a lot of friends and most of my family.
I consider it an honor to be asked but today was different.
I helped carry my Grand Parents, my Mother & my Brother, but this time
it was much harder.
I useually do very well at funerals but today I wasn't quite as strong as I thought I was.
I am not ashamed, nor do I care what others may have thought.
He was as close as family for a good part of my life.
He was my first, best friend!
He is close to our family plots so I will tend his just as I do ours and no one else ever needs to know.
Sorry and thank you .
I just had to get it out.
LONGTOM