Jim, you are a sad person. I'm very sorry for you. I hope you get better and I hope you can disconnect yourself what ever it is that troubles you. You keep referring to my law enforcement carrer, saying you understand why I'm no longer there, if I ever was. You've said that 4 times. That is so sad for you. I will attempt to enlighten you, but I suspect you have had an "encouter" with law enforcement that left you bitter against anyone associated with the cops. I've seen that so many times.
But here's a candid description of my carreer. I started in 1970 as a Trooper. During that period, I received no discinplinary actions or warnings. In fact, commendations were several. In 1980, I was promoted to Special Agent, then Senior Special Agent working homicides, arson, robbery, rape. I was the first ever member of my department to make Senior Special Agent. After a few years experiecne and schooling, I became a specialist in crime scene forensics, polygraph, interrogation, bomb disposal, auto theft. I've solved no few murders, and the state prison houses several inmates yet today that I put there. In 1990 I was promoted to Sergeant and spent the remainder of my career in the Internal Affairs Section, working directly for the Superindentant. Never, not once, not ever, did my actions bring anything but praise and advancement. I was the "go to" person for advice. I retired after 32 years due to age and illness.
Now, you can take that as bragging if you want. I don't care. But you pushed me into it by bringing up that same old whiny complaint.
Your issues are deep-seated and probably irreversible. If you're baiting me to quit the forum, to say something bad enough you can do your little thing as a useless moderator, it won't work. I have other reasons to leave. You are not significant enough to mean anything to me; you flatter yourself to think otherwise.
Here's a personal challenge. Leave me alone. Find it in yourself to be a bigger man. It's obvious that whatever I post that's not in keeping with your opinion, you take personally, but please keep in mind that you and I will never ever have a personal relationship. You are not somebody I would want to know.