No doubt prayers are what pulled me through this. I'm worn out but can't relax. I've been conditioned for 10 days not to be able to rest or sleep. Nowthat I have the chance to rest I cant' nerves are too far gone. I reckon it will take a few days. I just took some artritis tylenol, I helped before the hospitol, hope it does tonight. Several Xs I really expected to die this time. Nothing tastes right either. I tried for hours to get meds straight for tonight, finally gave up, try again tomorrow.
I've had to Church brothers help me in and out of Church for over a month. I should have call an ambulane Sun, but waited til WED, almost cost me my life. Thanks again, talk tomorrow if I get to feeling better.
Getting rid of Cherry pepsi and Dr Pepper, switching over. I really liked the cherry cokes, but went to Pepsi when coke instructed the employees to be LESS WHITE.
ALL but one nurse was great, the one was not, very rude, I turned her in.
Drained about a qt of fluid from my rt lung.
Took rt at 2 hrs to get home from the hosp, only abot 50 miles bt had to stop at drs offices on the way home. Tore my back up.
Patty and I have been married 41years now, I have been so blessed. I have a transport wheel chair, no ft rests. Patty got me backed up my ramp but couldn't get me in the house. The dr ramp is too narrow to fit the chair or my walker through the door without getting hung up. She got a friend to help me in the house. After Pain meds I was able to use my walker with little effort, I will get stronger. Sam said if he gets tome next week he will enlarge the ramp through the door.
Not trying Churchn Sun, I really just need time for myself for right now. Small Church, 15 people of so. I hope God understands. There were a whole lot of folks praying for me in several Churches, I needed them all. Was I worried?
?? YES, but not for myself, I was worried about Patty. I know where I'm going. I'm going to try to sleep now. CHARLIE.