Hello, You helped me before, through a rough spot. I'd appreciate your help again. I am scared, really scared. I am going to have some medical tests done in a couple of weeks, to determine the cause of some problems I've been having. It could be serious, it could be relatively minor. I am scared for my wife and little girl. If this is what I fear, how will they survive without me? I am afraid for myself. I may be facing my own mortality. My tests are scheduled for May 5, I don't know how long after that to get the results. When the doctor gave me the news that he wants more tests, and what he was looking for, I was kind of stunned and didn't ask a lot of questions. Good God, please don't let this be what I fear! Through the day, I kind of put my fear on the back burner, and keep busy at work. Night tme is different though. Your fears come out in the night. What if? What will they do? What will it be like? Is there a heaven. Will I get there? I'm sure some of you have had similar troubles, and know what I'm talking about. Again, I don't know if it's serious or not. I don't want to sound melodramatic. Please pray for me, and my family. Please. I don't want to leave them. I have a lot that I still want to do and see. I am scared.
God bless You
